birthday week
oh here i go again rambling about nothing really. well come thursday (3 sep 2009) this week i'll be celebrating yet another birthday, by that day i would have been breathing and living on this earth for about a quarter of a century. i put it that way because i feel old, like vampire old haha i've been watching too much true blood these days.
i hate that i'm becoming more and more defeatist in my outlook. gone were the days when i was full of ambition, i actually believed that i was capable of doing anything. well those days are over, now i'm just living day by day hoping that i'll survive and get by. *hingang malalim*
anyway mapapalaban na naman tayo sa matinding gastos this week, i'll have an excuse to buy myself something nice bilang birthday gift ko sa sarili ko haha! i'm thinking of buying a holga camera, tingnan natin! at malamang sa malamang nyan maraming tao na naman ang hihirit ng libre nakow patay!
Sunday, August 30, 2009
Sunday, August 23, 2009
throwing stuff out.
i find it hard to throw stuff out, i almost associate a memory, an instance, a little piece of my life that passed with every imaginable object i have come to posses. you could say that i'm a hoarder (i think i'm borderline hoarding!).
it's just hard. pieces of paper i used in college, old notebooks, blue books and even the chinese character flash cards i used when studying for exams in mandarin class i couldn't bear throw away. i enjoyed that class so much and i made a lot of friends there. but the flash cards are almost turning yellow! haha.
the mental debate of whether to throw things out or keep it is almost lop sided, the "keep" pile almost wins hands down.
CD's are another problem, they occupy space but they're so useful storing info. just this morning i was canvassing all the CD's i unearthed while packing for stuff (my brothers and i moved apartments just this week). i found data discs that contained old files from college and mix cd's that i used to listen to while studying for exams and commuting at the MRT. music is such a big vehicle to memory lane i just love it.
i find it hard to throw stuff out, i almost associate a memory, an instance, a little piece of my life that passed with every imaginable object i have come to posses. you could say that i'm a hoarder (i think i'm borderline hoarding!).
it's just hard. pieces of paper i used in college, old notebooks, blue books and even the chinese character flash cards i used when studying for exams in mandarin class i couldn't bear throw away. i enjoyed that class so much and i made a lot of friends there. but the flash cards are almost turning yellow! haha.
the mental debate of whether to throw things out or keep it is almost lop sided, the "keep" pile almost wins hands down.
CD's are another problem, they occupy space but they're so useful storing info. just this morning i was canvassing all the CD's i unearthed while packing for stuff (my brothers and i moved apartments just this week). i found data discs that contained old files from college and mix cd's that i used to listen to while studying for exams and commuting at the MRT. music is such a big vehicle to memory lane i just love it.
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