whew! another day! i'm counting on the remaining days or weeks til i go back to school again. this year it's gonna be tough for sure coz it's my senior year already and i'm expected to graduate in march! that is if everything goes well! i'm crossing my fingers!

but all these graguating thing is really making me anxious. i'm not sure if i really wanna graduate and enter thye work force of this country, or another country for that matter. i'm like really afraid of graduating, plus i'm really enjoying my life as a student. heck my parents give me money and io don't have to work for it. i mean i've always enjoyed school ever since and i can't actually imagine myself out of school! well it would all be swell for i don't have to cram every now and then for an exam but the thought of leaving school is sending chills down my spine!

i really don't know what to do with my life, what i want to do with my life, i think i'm a floater just goin wherever life takes me. to tell you the truth i really can't see myself working, anywhere! my plans are only limited up to march of next year, any time beyond that i really don't know. for 16 years or so, my routine was just to go to school , that was the plan and now the plan would be fulfilled and io need another plan! fast!

i'm afraid of being unemployed! i'm afraid that it would upset my parents and that they would be disappointed at me!

i mean. i busted my ass off studying and i damn well deserve a nice job, but what if it doesn't happen?!?!? huuuwaaaahhh!!! magtricycle na lang kaya ako?!?!?